Tried to do Things with meditation last night and nothing happened. Dumb music kept playing in my head and the back of my throat was tickling so I couldn't get too far. Which happened to me when dealing with covid, am I accidentally pavlov'ing myself into that when I try to meditate? I hope not. I did read today about how to work on building headspace, so I'm gonna try to do that tonight! Aether, Aelita and Fuwa spoke up very quick when I had that idea so I know what they want. But Fuwa only told me the outside, I don't think she wants me to go inside her space? I really need to work on communication with her.
Work again tomorrow :( I am probably not going to go into the office because we're supposed to be hit by a really nasty storm. Also I've started the submission project for my book and uhhhh so far it is not going good. I'm doing fine with it, but I hope Fuwa handles the rejection well. And Aether doesn't get too mad about it. Karu could not care less they would rather play video games. They have no interest in writing whatsoever, and only like reading certain books like ones for younger kids...which are absolutely not what I, bird, like to read. Or write. Same deal with Fuwa she is...above books for little kids. Which is not very nice, but she does not care lol.
Why is Aelita the only nice one. Everyone else is pretty selfish or mean.
