I've not been doing system journaling....probably because I'm Worried. I think there's still some internalized denial/sense that I'm just making this all up. Which, making myself think about it to write it here, is a silly concern, because there's no way that I've been faking this for decades...before I even knew this was a thing.
Karu really wanted to help with building headspace last night. Different people want really different locations, so we got "portals" connecting them to the central place (that was their idea/contribution). Also Karu really just...doesn't have a form? Pretty much everyone else has some sort of visual representation that they can use to emote or move around, but Karu is more like a disembodied voice instead of anything else? But also I haven't attempted to "sit down" and directly communicate with them before, so perhaps I've never had the opportunity to "see" them that way?
I guess I know what I'm gonna work on tonight!
