asnesbo 🔞

I could have a job doing exactly what I want to be, under my own specifications and schedule, and STILL be unable to keep consistently performing my tasks. The worst part is that I'll be viewed by my management as some lazy, entitled bitch who didn't care enough to show up. Meanwhile, I feel constant guilt and couldn't get out of bed to recieve the world's best head, much less perform self care, much less get up and grab milk from the store, much less do everything a person has to for money.

These days when I apply anywhere I include all the details:

Extreme executive dysfunction aspergers depression adhd sleep disorders asthma.

I'm not pretending it isn't there anymore. The amount of self abuse I've caused myself by believing old psychs that I was just distractible and needed to power through it is completely inexcusable. I thoroughly apologize to myself. Never again.