i know the common response to something like this is usually tim_allen_turning_into_santa.gif but like while it throws me for a loop every time i feel like i've hit a point where i'm like "no, y'know what, i feel like being reminded of the scope of experiences i've had in my life can actually be pretty cool, why should this be a bad thing" and not out of like some sense of superiority but as more of a "wow being here to experience all of this is pretty neat actually"
