So that revelation I had while literally staring at my ceiling trying to sleep is that when it comes to streaming down the line (coz damn I love this hobby) I don't think I really want to ask to "Collab" with people. Hence the quotes, that term just feels too businesslike to me. Like sure yeah most of the time it's just two friends vibing and having a good time but I feel like there is some expectation and showmanship to that kinda thing when in reality I just wanna hang out with friends and play video games with zero expectations. I did that with three other friends of mine on a friends stream and like, we just vibed? Zero expectations just four friends screaming at each other and one of them just so happens to be streaming and that's what I really want out of like any future and current friends I may make within or without this hobby. I feel really dumb like feeling like this over a hobby I've barely started but I guess it's best to get my boundaries and desires set in a hobby that involves other beings. Quite possibly also it's due to me just being a fiercely independent person as well but cest la vie.
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