As much as I don't like being a bit of a downer on freaking Christmas Eve of all days, I came to a realization that I have been broken by Capitalism and Employee Abuse because I was sitting here having hangups about calling out T-Th for the sake of my health when if I lose this job I lose nothing. I really don't want my condition to get worse and I have a gut feeling if I did go into the office before my doctor takes a look at me then I would get worse and be in even more pain that I am in right now. Hell I even cleaned out my desk in anticipation of discipline for this so why the hell am I still so willing to surrender my being to this nightmare? It's very dumb and I hate how the system does this to people.
I'm still gonna have a merry dang Christmas all the same and honestly I feel deep in my core that whatever comes from this is going to shape my 2024 for a personal better for all facets of my health and life. So come what may universe I won't break.
