AdamAdmar

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I am no longer anime speed lines


As much as I don't like being a bit of a downer on freaking Christmas Eve of all days, I came to a realization that I have been broken by Capitalism and Employee Abuse because I was sitting here having hangups about calling out T-Th for the sake of my health when if I lose this job I lose nothing. I really don't want my condition to get worse and I have a gut feeling if I did go into the office before my doctor takes a look at me then I would get worse and be in even more pain that I am in right now. Hell I even cleaned out my desk in anticipation of discipline for this so why the hell am I still so willing to surrender my being to this nightmare? It's very dumb and I hate how the system does this to people.

I'm still gonna have a merry dang Christmas all the same and honestly I feel deep in my core that whatever comes from this is going to shape my 2024 for a personal better for all facets of my health and life. So come what may universe I won't break.


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in reply to @AdamAdmar's post:

so fun bug facts: at work if you call out they force you to mark it as an unexcused absence and the director of the place loves kicking people to the curb if they have too many unexcused absences so I pretty much anticipate to lose my job over calling in three days in a row but you know, I'm in fuckin' pain I can't work a desk job in pain and make it worse! Not worth it!