Took a short nap today and dreamed I was exploring a dungeon with a partner. We reached a point that was flooded and she suggested I swim down the tight passage and unplug the drain below to make the way safer for us. I wasn't feeling brave enough to risk drowing and told her I changed my mind and would try another dungeon or plan, which made her completely snap at me, pushing me back and holding me by the neck while going "you useless piece of shit, you're trash, you're never good for anything" while pushing the fingers of the other hand inside my mouth
and the whole time I was just
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👉👈
The psychiatrist appointment today was wasted. There's not enough meds in the world to deal with whatever that was. /j