that my body decides it needs to be awake all night and asleep all day, just because the sun goes down at 3pm. I hate this so much. I feel like a fucking ghost (in a bad way) and not like a fucking ghost (in a good way.) This wouldn't even bother me if I lived in a city. Or if i knew even one other person who was forced to live this way that I could be friends with, and spend time with. Instead I am the only person awake in a sleeping world where there is no place to go and nothing to do, and then I'm forced to miss all the light and people and things of the day because uwu too sleepy to function now, lol. Fuck this.
☙ Vapor Waif ❧ ☙ NEET Freak ❧
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My name Allison /\ Married to myself.
My love Allison /\ Living by herself.
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in reply to @AllisonIsLivid's post:
I have some friends who are nocturnal in this same way. They adapted by making friends with every other person remotely inclined to stay-up late and, through their own agreeable natures, exert enough social gravity to gradually pull these friends into also being nocturnal.
Hope you can find a sleep schedule that works for you!
That's the dream, but I mean, I live in the Maine wilderness. There's nobody, and it's painful to know it. If I could afford to live in Portland, I might be able to deal, but here everything is closed by 8-9, and everyone has work in the morning. 😕
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