and my lawyer has informed me that simply appearing in court for my disability appeal will be used against me by the judge as evidence that I obviously don't. Because, of course, I can't really be disabled if I can successfully jump through the hoops they set up for applying for disability.
I swear that if I ever meet whatever idiot god farted out this horrible reality, I will end them. In that moment I will be seized by the antithesis, a perfect vessel for the dissolution of this sick existence, and through me such vengeance will be wrought as to unmake all that is wrong, and force a correct universe into being by the labor of my hands carving the bones of that very same idiot god.