Honey bourbon is one of the few things i take the time to enjoy. I sip it slowly, instead of trying to drink it fast. The buzz is a nice slow burn. My favorite drink.
It feels like everything else i do has to be done quickly. I don’t enjoy them as much as i could.
Listening to linkin park’s reanimation album. One of my favorite albums. Really resonated with me during the early 2000s (2003 or so).
I wish i knew where the last 20 years went. I have stuff to show for it, like all the music i wrote, but it feels like it simultaneously went by quick and slow at the same time. I miss the old me. When life mattered.
I wish i knew why i became so empty inside. Practically begging for death sometimes. My back hurts so much.
But i guess i keep going until it’s my time.