I probably shared this at some point. I dunno anymore lol. From the album Ad Lib Volume 3, Part 1. Sometimes I feel like no one cares (in my family save for my siblings, I don't expect anyone here to care) about my father. He died in 1997 probably because a doctor gave him penicillin knowing full well that he was fatally allergic to it (I wrote it down on a paper they gave me).
So it's like time completely forgot my dad existed.
The song really feels like it tells a story, especiallly with the piano part in the middle.
I can only imagine how awful it feels to lose your dad like this, no wonder it put you through hell.
I spent a long time blaming myself for not being able to save m father. I didn't find out about the penicillin until I asked my brother about it a decade or so later. I don't really know what to feel anymore. If he had survived, he would've at least had a leg amputated (possibly more). He was in a diabetic coma, and had a really bad infection in his foot that was gangrenous.
