Alphadeus

Likes to Write Music

My original music

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I wanted to share some thoughts on the new album I'm working on. I have written 10 tracks (so far?). I could release it as it is, but I wouldn't know what to call it. The plan is to write at least 5 more tracks, and call it "Spectrum III".

The Spectrum series is known for being longer than the usual 10-track albums. Spectrum is 23 tracks, and Spectrum II is 20 tracks. I figure at least 15 is a good length. My most recent song "Fantastic Journey" is my 983rd song.

I'm trying to make each song stand out on their own, covering a spectrum of genres/moods.

I'm mostly just typing to type. Looking at the numbers (the unusual youtube inflation views seems to have died down thankfully), not many people are interested in my music. I can probably count on one hand the amount of people actively interested in the music I write.

It is what it is, and I think it's either because I write too many genres, or perhaps I'm niche? Is that the word? Maybe I just write so much music that it's hard to keep up. I'll probably slow down a bit after I hit 1,000 songs.

I guess I want to do something special for my 1,000th song if I make it that far. Anyway, it doesn't really matter. If you listen to it, I hope you enjoy it. If not, then at this point nothing I say, do, or write will mean anything.



Honey bourbon is one of the few things i take the time to enjoy. I sip it slowly, instead of trying to drink it fast. The buzz is a nice slow burn. My favorite drink.

It feels like everything else i do has to be done quickly. I don’t enjoy them as much as i could.

Listening to linkin park’s reanimation album. One of my favorite albums. Really resonated with me during the early 2000s (2003 or so).

I wish i knew where the last 20 years went. I have stuff to show for it, like all the music i wrote, but it feels like it simultaneously went by quick and slow at the same time. I miss the old me. When life mattered.

I wish i knew why i became so empty inside. Practically begging for death sometimes. My back hurts so much.

But i guess i keep going until it’s my time.



From Nonsensicals II, released in 2012. Very active bass line. Piano sounds great. This song used to be my phone ringtone for the longest time, probably 8 or so years. I just never got sick of it (I don't get many calls other than spam :P).

I know I said I would stop drinking, but sometimes I just feel the urge to drink a bit. I've had many bottles of beer, not enough to get hammered or anything. Those days are hopefully over. I just can't bring myself to drink like I used to. Getting old and smart I guess :p

Anyway, I ordered a bottle of honey bourbon, should be here later today. Looking forward to it. It's one of my favorite drinks.