Alphadeus

I shared this album already on cohost back in September of last year I believe. I'm sharing it again because I think people might really like it. It's a collection of music I wrote for Agent9 (3 projects), and 1 song for DinoSir's game ROOST. The album is 91 tracks, mostly written between 2017-2018. All but maybe 1 of these tracks do not appear on any other album.

It's mostly battle music. Like, the entire thing is different types of battle music. I feel it's a very popular type of video game music, and I want to write an album of nothing but battle music soon. It's a free download (pay what you want, but I don't get notified if you grab it for free, please do if you enjoy it). Thanks for reading.

I could sure go for a bottle of honey bourbon right now. No reason in particular, other than just wanting a delicious drink.

I haven’t had alcohol since March or April. Pretty sure my birthday in March was my last bottle. I started ozempic and haven’t drank since.

I mean as far as the doctors know, i have a bottle a month, but I’ve just been holding off on drinking for no reason. I should treat myself to a small bottle.

Just thinking out loud.

I really hate my anxiety. I just want to play ffxiv. But my anxiety prevents me from playing with other people. I don’t think it’s performance anxiety, I’m alright at the game.

I mostly relied on npcs to run dungeons, and only played with other people three times to get to the end of the main story. But there is content i want to do that requires 3-23 other players.

This has been an issue since before stormblood released. I’m so backed up on optional content. I hate it.

Edit: I should mention also that only one or two people i know are active in the game. We play at different times though.

So i got the mythic head piece i was hoping for from a regular spawn boss. The Harlequin Crest. 20% damage reduction and +4 to all skills. Pretty insane.

But that was probably my only real goal to look forward to. Most of my gear is already good, and i don’t plan on pushing to the super high end content.

Maybe i can hope for a better one? Lol they have a very very low drop rate. But if i can get one more resplendent spark (from destroying mythics at the blacksmith, or beating uber final boss) i can either craft another one, or maybe a different mythic.

I might be done with the season except playing with my gf.