⛥𝕬𝖒𝖕𝖍𝖔𝖇𝖊𝖙⛦

Well, it's been a year since I last had a friend.
Happy Anniversary to me.

One of the difficult things about this is that I fully understand that it is the result of my toxic behavior. And in my head, it's easy for me to make the jump from "I am living through the consequences of my own actions" to "I guess I don't deserve to have friends, and I never will again."

I feel like living in denial would be easier.