I feel like I need to have a discussion about something but I only want like 3 people to read it.
I opened up a bit to people I've known for over a decade but was too sheepish to reach out to, because idk, I felt awkward, we worked together and then I left, and I spent a good chunk of time fucking about not really acknowledging that still going down to visit people you worked with 10 years ago once or twice a year probably means they're your people, idk. I was a dum dum and it's likely I'm gonna spend a bunch of time getting the train down there next year and curling up in a little ball on someone's sofa to recover my poor small brain from 3 years of relentless fucking isolation.