So the bird site is just, barely working for me now, I reply to people and the reply doesn't send, I tweet and it takes over a minute to appear and the (+) tweets are just, gone.
Mastodon feels too much like LinkedIn and I have nowhere else to scream so I guess the void can live here like some livejournal throwback.
What I was TRYING to tweet were my thoughts on tiktok, which I have been giving more time to lately.
I'm finding now that I've given the algorithm some pointers it's giving me what I expect from social media, but that also means it feels dangerous like...if I keep scrolling it will show me something new, right? Then it doesn't, and it's showing me less like...cringe ' this is how I do something this is how my husband does something lol' shitty humour so there's less to make me go 'nah' and switch off.
Its a good place to escape from my own thoughts and is scratching the itch now that twitter is completely fucking dead, but that's a bad thing if it means I'm sucked into it all evening. I coulda watched a movie in the time I spent lying here scrolling but I didn't, and that's in part because I was feeling sleepy while watching a movie earlier and didn't wanna waste a good one but also...ugh.
I feel like I need a lot of alone time to fix my brain but I also need someone to poke me every hour like ' hey ok stop doing what you're doing and do something else'. So I don't get stuck like this π₯²