Asukapaper

The real Asuka; the only Asuka

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she/her, 29, low resolution brain goblin, prolonged Cinema-Media-Arts and Polisci undergrad, ongoing Gender Situation. Asuka for short, Asukapaper for long, and Jill for real

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Campster
@Campster

No but seriously girl dinner is a reflection of the way pressure to diet pushes women to treat hors d'oeuvres and small snacks as a full meal, the inconvenience of cooking on a modern schedule, the near-universal experience of depression and exhaustion and being broke in the TikTok viewership, and just a smidge of self-aware self-deprecation. It’s usually a small selection of easily available pre-prepared ingredients to add up to something approximating a real meal.

Meanwhile autism dinner highlights meals comprised basically of just one or two safe foods. These are usually easy to prepare, uniform in texture, and typically a bit bland. As such they’re often meals one typically thinks of as for children, but are embraced here as a similarly mildly self deprecating but universalized experience shared by adults.

Both exist a shared experiences recognized by pretty much everyone who partakes, but with room to express oneself within that experience. So “girl dinner” might be some string cheese and crackers and a third of a pack of pre-sliced pepperoni and a Diet Coke, or it might mean EL Fudge cookies and beef jerky and a hunk of cream cheese and tea. Meanwhile, “autism dinner” could look more like a big bowl of nothing but Mac and Cheese or a plate of dino nuggies artfully arranged or a vat of noodles and butter or a tray of 20 plain cheese pizza rolls. Girl dinner tends to be cold to room temperature - as if one just grabbed what was at hand in the pantry or fridge at the end of a trying day. Autism dinner is typically warm, as a pleasant/comforting sensory experience is very much part of the point. On the other hand, girl dinner tends to have a variety of flavors and textures that autism dinner (by design!) is lacking. Superficially they may both just look like meals for depressed people, but I assure you they are quite different in both their construction and intent.

… I need to stop being depressed and play a game to start directing my idle thoughts to because I am losing my goddamned mind wasting away on TikTok and YouTube.


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in reply to @Campster's post:

That's where nonbinary dinner is a cross section of both. Is it the depression? Probably also, yes; but moreso it's just the enby tendency to be a weird little gremlin. My side of TikTok is just all the worst kinda garbage food that you can quickly shovel inside yourself and everyone being very supportive of this ridiculous way to live.

I'd recommend some Switch games on sale, but region differences make that very hard. My side has a Square sale with lots of interesting stuff. I've also been listening to the Katamari Damacy soundtrack a lot. You can never be sad when Katamari is on, so that would be something to play.

this is a fascinating thing to me because i am autistic but have a very different relationship to food than the norm (as it exists in online rhetoric and memes) - im an adventurous eater and sometimes when im the most depressed is when i go into my most elaborate and ambitious cooking-a-new-thing fugue states - and i truly can't figure out if that's because of the presence of Some Other Brain Stuff Also In The Mix or what

My autism dinner is as follows:

  • Chicken Nuggets
  • Potato Wedges with Tartare Sauce
  • Mushrooms, cut thickly and cooked in a flat sandwich press with butter.
    I always screw up the mushrooms.