For context, it's a massive deal for me. I've had a beard for years. Many people don't even know me without one. Last time I got close to shaving it I backed out. Not this time. My anxiety is through the roof though and I'm not looking forward to everyone asking about it.
The good news, I don't hate how I look and it's a huuuuge relief.
Updog: fuck me, I don't just not hate it. I like it. I keep pacing around because of my nerves and wandering into the bathroom and looking at myself in the mirror.
