Realizing how easily I've adjusted to using she/her. It just comes out without a second thought. Now why did it have to take 32 year and a ridiculous amount of trauma to finally realize?

32, pan, enby, AuDHD mess from the midwest US
Forklift certified!
Realizing how easily I've adjusted to using she/her. It just comes out without a second thought. Now why did it have to take 32 year and a ridiculous amount of trauma to finally realize?