I think that Iโm an adult who can do things. Then I almost get scammed AGAIN because Iโm gullible and autistic and sheltered. It pisses me off and embarrasses me so much. It also scares me because I canโt live/function alone but I donโt want to have to rely on other people my whole life. I donโt want to be like a child forever who doesnโt understand things. The world keeps burning me because Iโm too stupid to see the flames.
