// the deer!
// plural deer therian θΔ, trans demigirl
// stray pet with a keyboard
// i'm 20 & account is 18+!
name-color: #ebe41e
// yeah
"never trust how you feel about your life past 9 pm" i think is the #1 piece of advice i have ever received ever in my entire life. that single sentence has done so much heavy lifting since i first read it it's unbelievable
so often i go "it's too dark for me to say something like this and mean it" and move on
like all good pieces of advice i've received, i selectively apply this piece of advice only to what i want to apply it to
Counterpoint: everything useful I have applied for with an online form, from food stamps to FAFSA, was done in a fit of anxiety rage at 2 am
...as were most of my panic attacks. So fair, maybe.
the delicate balance of blocking the depression while keeping the late night "fuck it we ball" energy
god, fuck, don't i know that. it's always after midnight in a cocktail of emotional exhaustion and pent up frustration that i just boil over and do yet another job site application volley that never pans out
