once again thinking about how when i thought "i'm gonna design a second fursona to express more of my gender than the wolf alone does" i had no idea what i was getting into. i didn't realize what i was doing was making myself a second shape to long to inhabit, as intensely as the first one (but genderwise instead of specieswise; the wolf's more often the four-legged sort, but these go together).
now i'm just mad i'm not EITHER of them, even though they're me
Edit: i realized it's important to add: she is seven and a half feet tall
