Uuuuu i wanna learn bass guitar one day
But I got other stuff I gotta do first, like uh. Get any fucking job (I love not getting responses even after calling ahahaHAHA)
I really need to take a lil hiatus sonetime to sort out some lil things bwuh...
I hate being a horny little bundle of stress and depression UGH. Would love to be a robot and have that shit debugged (and like other things but w/e)
(didnt mean to just empty repost LMAO)
I just love having to constantly shush up my thoughts 'cause I'm just telling myself self-degrading nonsense or imagining bad scenarios that just get me riled up or sad or whatever, especially imagining that stuff about friends or those I care about. Hate getting so riled up at imaginary fascimiles of people I'm close to getting mad at me in my head, or other stuff. Yeah I dispell those thoughts and imaginary conversations but goddamnit I'd rather keep my internal conversation solely between me and myself about whatever shit I'm like, ACTUALLY thinking of!!!
Like brain you FUCKER let me at least introspect in peace instead of interrupting it with more vapid bullshit "what if" shit
Also no I'm not especially bad today or anything it's just that while I'm here I may as well vent a bit, if this is venting, idfk.