How do I write about a semester where I was dissociating for most of it and actually don't remember what happened?
Honestly, I made shit up, but like, really how? I don't remember anything from October and November feels "wispy" in my memory, like tendrils of fog moving in over a seaport a few hours after sundown. I have pastiches, but no sold memories of work.
Hell even my most impressive accomplishment this term doesn't feel like it was done by me, because I don't remember doing it. I sat down to write the lab and an hour later it was done. Yes, I did revisions later but it was a surprisingly complete lab and I have no recollection of actually writing the first version, which had a dense theoretical section and several vector diagrams that match the style of my diagraming. I *must* have done it, but I don't remember doing it.