CERESUltra

Music Nerd, Author, Yote!

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30s/white/tired/coyote/&
Words are my favorite stim toy


The question is can I actually write anything profound while high enough I can't stand still and upright?

And the answer is I don't think so, no. What I find enjoyable about being high is that I can let go. Honestly my creative output goes mostly DOWN if I am more than just a little in it. In some ways I become very normal and boring, minus the not being able to balance and giggly as shit.

The only time it goes full circle is back in february when a combination of weed, ADHD meds, garlic bread, and lesbian sex shot me into the stratosphere and I started having straight up visions/hallucinations/pseudohallucinations, and by that time I was so fucking gone I could barely sit up, much less make use of it. (A collary: this trip did some damage, and burned parts of itself into my memory, which has ironically proved useful when sober)

Anyways I don't actually thnk I made any sort of point here and it's getting hard to see my hands so I am going to go snuggle a mongoose


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