I want a boyfriend.
Not like, anything too serious, my obligations are already high, but
I'd like one again. It might help chase away a lot of the baggage from the last male relationship I had and cis or trans, boys deserve some love, too.
I have no idea how to get one, tho
I have a desperate need to be seen and desired as a boy/seen and desired as a girl by masc-aligned folk. it feels like the people I want most to get that from are the kind who don't give trans women the time of day anyway, and all the circles I run in are extremely transfemme.
Nonbinary gay blues I guess
