I'm not terrified of people thinking I'm weird or cringe, because I've gotten this far in my life and I am who I am and y'all will just have to fucking deal with that
No, what I fear deep down is that I'm boring and normal. I am deeply afraid I'm unfunny.
Mostly I don't give into that thinking, but it lingers in the background because I struggle to perceive myself outside of myself. I can understand that other people have different lives and ways of thinking, but I don't know how others see me and I can never quite wrap my head around it.
