Cania

KAY-nee-ah

  • they/them

My Website
www.cania.zone/
My public discord server
discord.com/invite/bKrtWUN3mp

Things I have thought about doing in the past 20 minutes:

  • Making a game in RPG Tsukuru 2 on the SNES
  • Researching unionization at my job
  • Playing through and writing up all the Global A Entertainment RPGs (Dungeon Maker, My World My Way, etc.)
  • Making an album to learn how to make dance music
  • Doing a new DJ set
  • Making a series of videos on how to make music in Bespoke

And my reaction to all of this is to tell myself I'm being unrealistic and that I need to focus on whatever is in front of me.

And I'm sick of it! I have good ideas! It's okay that I don't finish lots of them! I'm cool as hell and my ideas are cool as hell!!

I think I've internalized a lot of shame from shitheads around me when I was a kid basically telling me I either had to be perfect or not do it at all, or that I was an unfocused dingus who had to fight against all of my own tendencies just to be accepted.

Obviously I can't do all of these things, but I think I need to be kinder to myself and just start doing things even if they never get finished.


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