Cania

KAY-nee-ah

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My Website
www.cania.zone/
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I have found myself much quicker to get angry. For example, I was thinking about how I referred someone at my job to a role they'd be perfect for and they didn't even interview them, and yet internally we're complaining about candidates who know nothing about Zapier and obviously used ChatGPT to fill out the application

And I thought "I am going to stab someone." For the record, I am not going to stab anyone, but it sure came to mind quickly!

Perhaps I have always been this angry and it's just been unblocked because I finally don't have "the question" hanging over my head all day, but I've noticed other emotional changes in this first ~month too. This one just seems to be counter to what I've mostly read about in accounts online.

Maybe it's just hormonal changes in general though! That shit is unpredictable, and obviously this is very early on.

Anyway, just needed to muse about this somewhere.


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in reply to @Cania's post:

i don't know how related but some time after i got started on hrt (i think early on) i had like, once or twice days where i felt extremely moody and frustrated in a way where just about the only thing that could keep me sort of calm was walking out into the woods and there wasn't really a clear reason for why i was feeling like that