TBH idk even if i can answer that myself, i always feel like I'm fumbling or just going off data iv learned to move forward but never really truly being an artist that is ME. like so much of my work is just building the things i know i can sell to people and understanding the nature of marketing but is that me, am i just some marketing person who just so happens to draw instead of sell other shit.
IDK i just feel like my creative means are so fumbled again and again that idk know who i am. like i want to make more things and have a more distinctive person and artist. i just don't know how to get to that point, like i keep upping my price to try and get me more time and energy but being a commission artist is .. hard as you main source of income i don't regret doing it but much like every choice it got it draw backs.