Thinking about my OC's/Sona's and that I often have no real solid concept of them outside of character creation.
I spent years being myself as Arwen and felt I knew nothing about being Arwen or who fae really was? Until I got my first Artwork done and it turned out I knew more than I thought. Awkward laugh.
I have this same feeling at times towards Ashie. Like when I started playing almost a month ago. I had no concept of Ashie past the creator and basic info or when starting these entries.
I still don't to a point, but am finding that unlike previous OC's that I've done in other RPG's like Fallout, Skyrim, Fable and even Mass Effect. Ashie has started taking on a life of Faer own and I hope it's seen in the entries? I know I haven't been in the right headspace or on top of my game lately and it probably shows some?
Anyway, I find myself at times thinking of Ashie's story and life before Eorzea. I find myself thinking about what adventures are still waiting or what will happen next in general? I have no set plan for Ashie outside of fae being well rounded and trying a lil bit of everything.
That's something I can't say I've ever had or felt with another OC...well outside of who I am as Arwen...
I question here and there on if I'm going about the RP side of it in the right way or not? As my experiences are limited and the only thing I have to go off of at times are what my friends are doing.
I know, they'll say I'm being silly and that I'm doing a wonderful job as Ashie. That'll it'll take time and that they've probably been in a similar place.
Ramble over and was just something that had been kinda roaming around.