I'm not proud of myself for doing what i felt i needed to do yesterday or how i went about doing it bc there were definately better ways to go about it. But whats done is done and it was done for the best of all involved even if the other party doesn't see that yet or understand it.
They're good beans. They just have a lot on their plate and i hold no ill will towards them and my feelings for them will continue to be there. It simply wasn't meant to be.
Things have been happening on boff sides and there was a cycle that had been repeating itself. I simply put an end to it while doing what i felt i needed to to protect myself and my Collective and i'm not going to look back.
I'm going to feel what i need to feel. Process what i need to process and then move on.