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The safe space of a smol town woof and host of the Swifttail Collective. Photography under the brand Hat Lion photos and is a Collective wide collaboration. Based in Michigan. Periodically talks about FFXIV, random thoughts, feelings and so on. Perpetually struggling to figure ones self out and make sense of the world and lived experiences. Collective members post every so often. HRT: 7 Feb 2022

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FFXIV Crystal/Malboro

• Ashie Treabault- Knights of the Claw (Crystal/Malboro, Mist W9 P3)

• Summer Magic (Ashie's Partner, Crystal/Malboro)


Did a lot wiff Ashie over the long weekend and did a fair bit wiff Summer as well.

Summer its mostly starting out and doing ARR quests, side quests and ARC job quests. Just casual play no grind, no pressure. Just something different when i'm not sure what to do wiff Ashie or in need of something different.

Ashie its been a mix of things from Powerleveling BLU and gaining various spells to MSQ and Side Quest prog in Stormblood. Still levling DRG slowly but surely. Played at BLU some more the last couple days after taking a break and will probably work it tonight after roulettes unless i find the courage to run Castrum Abania wiff friendlies if any are willing?

I've stopped doing RP stuff wiff my OC's for various reason and the biggest one being that i feel like i'm just trading one mask for another in my efforts to fit in and be apart of things while only exaserbating what identity issues i have or am still having. There are some other reasons as well. Some of which are me things that i need to work, but i also haven't felt very welcomed in it as of late bc of Spoliers or bc i'm simply lost regardless of the in game context bc i can't keep up or theres so much happening.

Its become a great source of anxiety for me while sucking what lil fun i was having out of it. Again, this is one of those me things that i need to work on behind the scenes and maybe somewhere down the road i'll get back into it. Until then i have to walk away from it or do very lil in the RP side.

Anyroad thats the Ashie and i guess now Summer update on things.


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