• Fae/Ae

The safe space of a smol town woof and host of the Swifttail Collective. Photography under the brand Hat Lion photos and is a Collective wide collaboration. Based in Michigan. Periodically talks about FFXIV, random thoughts, feelings and so on. Perpetually struggling to figure ones self out and make sense of the world and lived experiences. Collective members post every so often. HRT: 7 Feb 2022

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FFXIV Crystal/Malboro

• Ashie Treabault- Knights of the Claw (Crystal/Malboro, Mist W9 P3)

• Summer Magic (Ashie's Partner, Crystal/Malboro)


I have a complex relationship wiff my online presence and today I ended up trading one form of stress and anxiety for another after fighting wiff myself for a while on how to solve the problem(s) I was facing.

In my head I had already made the decision I had taken but my heart was telling me something else and my instincts another.

What one should I listen to? What one should i ignore while continuing to subject myself to a form of online self harm even though the struggle took place behind the scenes.

The anxiety I tossed myself into upon making my choice will pass but it's making me feel like I caused unnecessary harm or worry in the process or like I was doing this as a form of attention seeking when that's not it at all.

I needed to take a step whether right or wrong that would ensure I gave myself the space and time I needed while figuring a few things out and reevaluating others.


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