i've been. very lonely lately. i have no friends at all irl. the usual recluse autistic. and it's exhausting to regain the online presence I used to have. but it's the only socializing i get. i'm still job searching, doing delivery until then. it's lonely. i'm lonely.
it would be less arduous and exhausting if i had my own place away from my energy draining family, who i mask and closet around. at least a more tolerable loneliness