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The scenes with the shark are usually very intense and disturbing.
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Fun fact: Neo-Nazi dipshit cartoonist Stonetoss is in fact Hans Kristian Graebener of Spring, Texas
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I'm trying very hard to stay focused and positive, and I think there's a chance I'll be alright soon. But I have to make it that far. Twenty or thirty dollars would go a long way.
Thank you so much! I really wasn't expecting much response, but you've all been so nice, sharing the post and helping me out where you can. I can make this work now. I've got good news coming regarding the bigger underlying problem I'm fighting.
I wanted to thank everyone who has been able to help. I didn't expect this to get shared as widely as it did, and I didn't expect so many people to chip in. It's still bothering me that it came to asking for help, again, but I don't feel ashamed or worse, abandoned. Just glad that anyone cares enough to help, even not knowing me. It puts things into a much more pleasant perspective knowing that it's not literally me vs everything wrong in my life.
I know my Dad is wrong about all of this, and his reckoning is coming. Not to make it sound like a threat, because as mad as I am, I don't hate him, or want anything bad to happen to him or Greta. I just hate that he grew up learning that this is how Men behave in their own homes regarding their own interests. I know he's better than that, if he could just be made to see it from anyone else's perspective.
I have good news, even beyond how amazed I am at the support I'm getting from all you wonderful strangers though. I'm getting an outside intervention of sorts. It's the first stage, where in the professional is going to be there primarily to facilitate the conversation between the three of us involved in the home. It's my last chance to make my voice heard, and hopefully get my parents to understand the severity of the whole deal, both from an animal welfare perspective, and in regards to my mental health. I don't expect it's going to go wonderfully. I think my Dad may be very upset by the whole ordeal, and I know my Mom will. But I need them to understand, the only recourse I have left is to get someone else to the house, not to have a respectful adult conversation, but to remove the animals to state custody.
If it comes to that, I may be able to place the cats in a retirement home that I've contacted. What would happen to Greta, or the other animals is unclear, and I'm not sure they'd be allowed to stay or not. Ultimately, I want to avoid having to find out, but the onus is on my parents understanding and making responsible choices. Because I can't make less forceful moves on my own, and I can't let the situation continue into further tragedy.
Thank you for taking the time to read, to hope, and to help me. I love you, and I hope you're having a much better time than I am. Let you pets know you love them, and let me know if you ever need help. Someday I'll be in a position to share aid again, instead of asking. And I promise I will do what I can where I can. <3
