first time wearing our breast forms in a while
need to do this more often when home alone for most of the day
(we have. not the best living situation)
at some point we probably need something larger than A cups, in terms of forms
but there's also something nice about the subtlety
both for safety reasons
and as a next milestone for what could be added on without likely to be noticed
i feel like i've made less progress in three years on HRT than friends have on one
but of course, what our ideal body looks like is different from theirs 1
and they have hurdles, but they do not have to chart a path completely circumventing the cruelest, most unjust part of the UK medical system
a system - an entire legal framework - that makes it so the only way we could not immediately lose before we start is to pretend to be at the extreme opposite of what we were assigned
and doing that would cause its own dysphoria
and fuck that
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ours is somewhere between femme werewolf, mama bear, and mamagen; we still enjoy being strong and fuzzy, at least on the body
7 months on from this post
we wore the breast forms a few times after that
but it turns out having our own are a lot nicer to squish
