I want you to call me whatever you want. Boy, girl, horror from beyond the stars, anything you want. Throw any pronouns my way, hell invent some new ones for me to try!
I wanna see how I react to them all
i have not gotten alot of this personally but like, sometimes you gotta just tell people to stop projecting, experiences are not universal, if they were we'd all be cis heterosexuals
When I first realised that I wasn't cis I was so afraid of this happening to me. I was so worried that everyone would turn on me and start pushing me to be something I didn't want to be that I kept quiet despite feeling like I was losing my grip on my sanity so much that I was beginning to consider.... bad things. It's a small miracle that I managed to get through it all pretty much on my own considering that my brain was screaming and panicking every waking moment, hoping that I didn't give anything away.
Let people discover themselves at their own pace and don't rush them into situations that aren't mentally prepared for. Besides isn't this kinda breaking one of the golden rules of being transgender? Don't tell someone their trans before their ready?
I wish I had a gender therapist when I was growing up. I wish I knew all about LGBT+ stuff so I could have had a better childhood and not feel so weird and alone inside. Someone who could explain what was going on in my head and made me comfortable with who I was. I wish I had someone I felt safe talking to about my strange thoughts. I wish I had actually listened to what my body was trying to tell me back then instead of repressing them all deep inside of me for years.
I wish I grew up as myself.
I mean I knew I was before as I identified as agender but it's REALLY sunk in now!!!
HOLY CRAP HOW MUCH BRAIN POWER HAVE I WASTED DENYING THIS FACT!?!?!?
I FEEL SO GOOOD RIGHT NOW!!!!!