DogLadyHeather

The Heatherest Of Heathers

shitpost doggo extraordinaire

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PLAYING:
Final Fantasy V
Sonic Superstars
Marathon Infinity

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WATCHING:
My Little Pony
Game Of Thrones (rewatch)
Random Horror Films

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LISTENING:
Last.FM Recently Played

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friend to all who find me as a random encounter


DogLadyHeather
@DogLadyHeather

i need to kill my private twitter account before im further ruined but i can't bear cutting off the last branch of my online presence. if it goes, im cohost-only barring a letterboxd post once in a blue moon. if cohost goes, and i never pass this disabling social misunderstanding of how online chat functions, im never bothering with the internet again.


DogLadyHeather
@DogLadyHeather

it's hilarious having the inversion of the stereotypical internet denizen: in-person conversations are fine, online interactions make no sense. it's like trying obsessively to understand the abyss while everybody else figured it out as naturally as breathing. resentment grows.

i still wrestle heavily with how being "friends" or "mutuals" works in a space where i only know you through ideal presentation. you're a profile picture who can, by design, only reply to me via planned responses with no proper flow of conversation. it just doesn't feel right. im talking to the considered you, the advertised you. something human is lost in translation.

idk. there's a fundamental appeal to online interactivity that my generation loves but was seemingly skipped over for me. schizophrenia probably. i'll keep trying, i don't want every attempt to end up being a diary.


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