it's fun learning about yourself with videogames, what you're good at and otherwise. as a teenager, i'dve happily blamed FFIV for my lack of skill and ditched it early but nowadays, after years of play, finding a game i dont have a baseline level of competence in is refreshing. i suck again!
it's even funnier when researching each title. did you know the final boss of FFI's Pixel Remaster is considered brutally difficult compared to other versions? beat him first try.
did you know FFIV's final boss is considered ridiculously easy compared to other versions? took me ten tries and even my winning run was a disaster. i love this stuff.