ive hemmed and hawed over some form of final post. yknow, something grand to send off the time spent here. i had several paragraphs in the wings but after some thought, it'd be better to keep things blunt.
i love this website. it led me to people im glad to have met. it aided in getting the help i needed for an extremely terrifying mental health scare. it facilitated and encouraged larger writing that teased me out of self-esteem issues. it acted as a salve for years of hellish online developments and above all, it was an oasis during the hardest period of my life so far.
cohost gave a taste of benign internet existence, rare in today's climate. though im not ready for this place to go, im grateful to have been here and to remember.
this'll be my last post. contact info is still pinned if you wanna find me. make the last hours a bang.