DoomMate

I just wish I could just. Break off. Just live on my own (or at least cash on the couch of a trusted person or something) and ust try and, start from scratch without judgement
wihtout worrying about letting my parents down or dealing with mom's hyper focused anxious direction or. Ugh.
i just want stability.
to not worry about the next big step
I am SO BAD AT BIG PICTURE LIFE-DIRECTION THINKING
everything is so fucking. Bleak in the world. Like it feels like the worst possible time to try and sort out my life and make a living.
I get dropped intot he world to try and be an adult right as everything breaks down to hell.
I can barely wrap my head around the prospects of some proper "job job" andi feel like Ive completely wasted my colege years on a fucking. Classical civilization degree.