hi. little life thing
sunday was 7 years since staring hrt.
some of the people following me here knew me at the time. they’d know i wasn’t having a great time, and that the next year or so particularly were really rough and i’d go through a lot. coming out to family, struggling with the bullshit changing names and titles entails, figuring out im actually non-binary. agender. butch. etc, and, finally getting some amount of treatment for cptsd, and depression, and everything else.
its now over half my adult life.
instead of alone in a shoebox apartment not really knowing anyone, i spent sunday with my closest irl friend and her partner, playing boardgames and talking abt girls. we went to a japanese restaurant. my friend and i cuddled and talked about life.
i have gotten involved in the local trans community, for all its faults, and people like and appreciate my presence.
i have so many people who love and care about me, and know who i am on a level i didn’t back then, and some of them even call me a good puppy
there are a lot of bad things in the world, that im distraught about at the moment, but, these things are good.
thankyou to the people who knew me then and still know me now