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#im gonna do that thing where the body of the post is in the tags#anyway like i did recently have a dream about like#getting to experience being transformed. it was a thing where you go to a place and get an experience. like that#but it kept getting interrupted by other things i didnt care about and i just wanted to get back to what i was there for#and i never did. for several hours after waking up i just felt massively unfulfilled#i wanted very little more than to go back and actually get that. but obviously i couldnt#anyway like im not therian but FUCK man i wish i was!!!!#I want to experience that!!!#I want to have the feeling of a body I actually LIKE#I want to know how that feels#inconviences and all! I want it to get in the way#and i don't get to have that#ive never had that. not really#and im putting myself in groups now where#people do have that. and it just makes me want it even more#(for the record I did start crying typing this up)
