I'm not sure if its because I am an adult and stepped out of a business/career setting and into a school setting, but programming for a grade in a college course feels so non-intuitive(?). I submit code that works, that hits all the required points and has more error handling than what was expected yet I'm making D's and C's. Does it help that my current teacher was a former colleague at a job where he was fired for being transphobic? probably not!
I am really struggling mentally. I'm always dehydrated and I just want to work on my illustrations. I never thought that a coding lab would have me crying on the floor yet here I am.
