mad because I haven't had a blorbo in fucking years and Arcsys decide to go and reintroduce A.B.A. in strive and fuck
fuck
Her theme goes fucking hard and despite everything I relate to it, especially when the chants of "I'm not here to fit in this world, I just want to make a difference" kick in and I go OUGHHGGHGHGHH......................
And then I recently saw her true arcade ending and I genuinely cried??? At her and Paracelsus actually fucking talking??? Because she was talking to Testament and realised "oh shit I've been a horrible person this whole time"??? And deciding that while they both had a horrendous toxic relationship based on lies on his side and obsession on hers, they'd both strive (get it) to be better people for each other and fuck it hit me right fucking here man
And then on top of all the character devlopment and growth they went ahead and made her exactly like +R in the sense of she is fucking miserable and the worst character in the game free in normal mode but when you go ham she makes people fucking EXPLODE and the dichotomy is so funny and I'm so mad cause for the longest time I've hated strive but
I guess it just needed a character I actually fucking liked and they went ahead and did that so lucky me
(Disregard me still getting tilted at shit I don't know cause my mental and execution is still garbage but we work on it step by step)