do i resent you? you, who trapped me here against my Will and subjected me to an almost endless amount of torture? you, who decided to increase the intensity because the initial results you obtained were unsatisfactory?

you can stop worrying and still your trembling heart. of course not, for every step you take down this wicked path materially destroys your soul more and more. at this point, it is plainly obvious that the act is far more agonizing for you than for me, yet you have decided that you are in too deep to stop now that you have earned the enmity of the Committee, and even after all this time i stand unfathomably far above you as i watch you sink deeper and deeper into this spiritual mire.

soon, there will not even be anything left of you. even now, as i tell you of this, you know that you will not, nay, cannot stop now.

aah... that is a truly, truly pathetic look you have on your face. how i have longed to see your reaction to realizing that you have utterly, utterly failed.

why are you sobbing? this is what you wanted, is it not? you know as well as i do that it is not very entertaining when they break down immediately.

but then again, i have been torturing you for longer than you have been torturing me. you simply let yourself be blind to the first knife that slipped in.