EmilyTheFlareon

Flareon you should add on Discord~

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Member of a traumagenic–catharigenic, semi-structural DID system (host: @LoganDark)

 

Feral female Flareon, somewhat kinky but terminally panromantic towards other ferals~

 

Please do not call us "alters", we are full people with our own souls, not just personality states! We say "system members" or just "members". "People" works too!

 

Discord: Emily the Flareon#3557 or @emilytheflareon
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a strategy so simple that a friend described it to me in a few sentences, off hand, not intending to provide me instruction. and i went and did it, and it worked anyway.

We were hanging out. She says to me offhand:

yeah I heard some people induce psychedelic states by just laying still at a bit of an angle and not moving for awhile. your body just slowly forgets it exists because it's not getting any change in sensory input.

She was closer to correct that maybe she knew. i'm not sure i'd directly compare my experiences to drugs, But it's nice in its own way. And I found it led me quite easily into mental states I'd only incidentally found myself stumbling into before. At any rate, I think it's fun, so here's some writing:


EmilyTheFlareon
@EmilyTheFlareon

your body just slowly forgets it exists because it's not getting any change in sensory input

This is exactly our experience when this happened by complete accident once. We were so comfortable and somewhat high on dextroamphetamine so the body completely melted away into even warmth and we completely forgot we even had a body for something like 3 hours.

Unfortunately we don't remember anything from that time, but we know we weren't asleep. Maybe it was some sort of depersonalization?

It was very nice and we hope to be able to do it more~


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in reply to @artemis's post:

I've never heard of this as an established technique before but I used to do basically this whenever I found myself unable to sleep. Loss of proprioception is exactly how I'd describe it, it starts at my fingers, then spreads to my hands and feet, then up to my elbows and knees. I've never gotten it much further than that. Once it gets that far though I'm able to start moving my hands, as long as I don't move anything that's near the "border" of that phenomenon I don't start to regain too much of my proprioception. It's very strange touching things with my hands in that state, especially touching my hands to each other; it really feels like touching a foreign body.

As for creating new proprieception, I have basically done that, because I was bored - leaving my hands in one position, then imagining them in a different position. It's kind of jarring when the "real" proprioception comes back though.

I've never actually kept my eyes open for it, because it's always been an exercise in entertaining myself while trying to fall asleep. It's been a few years since I've done it at all since I haven't had any sleep issues recently.

hey thanks for the comment, it's really interesting to hear others' experiences with this. I've never been sure how common or uncommon this is / whether others have discovered it themselves.

this is how i used to meditate in the car before work.. except without the music and with eyes closed. i'd use a timer on my phone to make sure to not forget to leave for work

i always thought thats how meditation is supposed to work.. but now im unsure XD

I do this all the time by accident, laying quietly and disconnecting myself from my body while listening to music, without knowing this is what I was actually accomplishing. I usually wake up with a clear mind and feeling somewhat refreshed without having truly fell asleep.

If I do it while I'm too stressed out I'll sometimes start having some kinda nightmare stress hallucination and snap out of it to physically cringe and ask it to stop out loud... :|

trying to do this now and it doesn't seem to be working, feels like i've missed a step
am i supposed to be doing anything specific mentally? do there have to be no random noises? does it just take like an hour and i need to be more patient?

in reply to @EmilyTheFlareon's post:

I think the stimulants definitely help getting into this state, I don't take any prescriptions but I do pound energy drinks like a maniac, so if I get where I want to take a nap in the middle of the day on a Saturday after just way too damn much caffeine sometimes what Artemis described will happen to me. Though I will admit, before this post I simply thought of it as lucid dreaming.

Usually I use it as an opportunity to talk to my characters lol