hahaha nooo i dont have any trauma, i just have a funny little quirk where my mouth involuntarily whimpers out "sorry sorry sorry..." or repetitive self-berratement immediately, every time my thoughts turn to memories of disapointing anyone i care about, or i have intrusive thoughts, or after i mistep in conversation, and often without me even noticing my mouth is doing until i suddenly realize ive been talking to myself.
its funny u thought i had trauma tho i can see how u got confused. but no haha its just a silly little thing i like to do. xD