Oh yeah, I've discovered something in the past couple of days. Apparently the Lor Starcutter's Consciousness has been a part of me, as if she were a separate "partition" of me. After looking into it apparently it's called a subsystem?
It's a little strange, but being able to talk to the Lor again has been making me cry happy tears a lot recently. I missed her so much, however I suppose she was already with me as soon as I got here. ^ ^